Just Sayin'

Life takes so many twists and turns.  It's been so long since I've written, but I can't seem to focus on any one thing for more than a few minutes these days.  I'm constantly running around, or trying to catch my breath as the world moves around me.  I can never just catch up, be still.  The only times I am are ridiculously late at night, like right now.  Hello 3:04am.  We meet again. I've done a lot of thinking in the past few weeks and months.  I'm in school right now.  As many of you know, I've been working slowly towards a nursing degree at the University of Arizona.  As I get closer and closer, I am having second thoughts, and, to be honest, a mild heart attack.  This isn't really something I ever saw myself doing, but more something I got pushed towards by everyone I know, trying to put their two cents in on what would be the perfect career for me.  I've never felt drawn to the medical field in any form, although with wha...